He seemed to be drinking in her face, looking at her instead of into her.
“Stop. Stop that. This isn’t goodbye.”
Blake pulled her left hand to his mouth and kissed her ring finger. “I’m still glad it’s empty. He never deserved you. Of that, I’m very sure.”
Livia saw moisture in his eyes. “You’re saying goodbye. No. Here’s what I’m sure of. I’ll walk away from this house right now, wearing only what I have on my back and be happy. With you I can taste forever—it’s right here.” Livia pointed at her lips and then kissed his.
Blake allowed the kiss, but mumbled a question as well, “How many shotguns does he have?”
“Not enough to get me away from you.” Livia traced his jaw.
Blake took her hand and kissed her palm, then her forehead, “Livia, go in there and let him talk to you. He’s a father. I’d want to talk to my daughter at a moment like this. Let’s give him that respect.”
“I will not go in there. Where will you go?”
Livia felt a gentle tug on her heart. She was torn. She wanted to comfort her dad and get him to understand who Blake was, but in as little time as possible so she could get back to Blake.
“My inamorata, you know where I’ll be: where I’ll always be. Waiting. For you.” Blake began putting the mask on.
Livia looked around wildly, feeling close to irrational. “I don’t want you to go.” These words were inadequate to express her need.
Blake smoothed her hair away from her face. “I’ve often wished I had a father. Let me help him be that. He needs you to himself for a just a little while.”
Livia’s love for her dad gave her the strength to step back and nod. She stood on the porch and watched Blake’s retreating form. Every once in a while he turned to wave, and just before he reached the end of her street, he stopped to look at her. Neither of them waved this time.
Autor: Debra Anastasia