I think you are very selfless.

“He opened his mouth. The words were there. He was about to say them when a jolt…”

“I fear I must agree," Magnus murmured. He pressed a hand over his heart and his…”

“But you are not,” Magnus said. “He is not dead, Will. He lives because you let …”

“He slid his stele across the table toward her. "Use it." "No," Clary said, and …”