Once you think a thought, it is extremely difficult to unthink it. And I had thought the thought

“I am never going to get better at being a good person. I am always going to be …”

“All of us, poor ”

“Hi, Support Group Hazel. Comeover here so I can examine your face with my hands…”

“I'm a good person but a shitty writer. You're a shitty person but a good writer…”