one can’t hold one’s tongue when one has a feeling, a tangible feeling

“But it's precisely in this cold, loathsome half-despair, half-belief, in this d…”

“وقد بلغتُ من شدّة عدم اكتراثي أن تمنيتُ في النهاية أن أقبض على دقيقة واحدة أحسُ فيه…”

“It's always worthwhile speaking to a clever man.”

“The feeling of intense repulsion, which had begun to oppress and torture his he…”