this is what I've wasted my life on

“You must know that there is nothing higher and stronger and more wholesome and …”

“I swear, gentlemen, that to be too conscious is an illness - a real thorough-go…”

“Что, если бы не умирать! Что, если бы воротить жизнь, — какая бесконечность! И …”

“Oh I've plenty of time, my time is entirely my own.”