You can put a name on anything, call it whatever you want, doesn't make it real. Doesn't make it true.

“The pain is constant, steady, never-ending. It's the only thing I know. I don't…”

“So, you actually cooked tonight?" He regards me skeptically. I snort. Because s…”

“I like finding things no one else is looking for. Things that got lost or forgo…”

“And that's the most confusing part - figuring out what's true.”