He called and we saw each other from time to time, but the
distance did what it always does - it grew us apart.
Listen, Elena, after high school I left and I had a lot of
relationships and nothing seemed right to me. But I remembered
you often. You can say that we were kids back then and that that
was kids’ stuff... and maybe it was. But now, when I am not a child
anymore, there isn’t a doubt in me that it simply has to be you or no
one else. I don’t want you to be the one that got away, at least not
without a fight.
Tags: love
As far as boyfriends were concerned, I dated, had a lot of
meaningless relationships and that was pretty much it. It was really
hard to find a decent guy. A guy that would be worthwhile. They
were all great in the beginning, sweet and caring, sensitive and
romantic. But if you scratched deeper, you would find NOTHING.
Plenty of nothing. Sometimes one might even be surprised just how
much nothing there was, but not me. No. Somehow, I had learned
to brace myself for the worst. But, to be honest, it wasn’t always
the case. Some of the guys weren’t that empty beneath the surface,
some even proved to be quite the opposite. True-Prince-charming
kind of guys... And their girlfriends! They were even more charming
princesses when they found out. Well, I guess we all have our little
flaws... So, after some time, I was finally coming to terms with the
genuine truth that there was no such thing as a perfect boyfriend.
On the other hand, Melina was waiting for her prince on a
white horse, and was honestly expecting him to show up single. No
matter how many times I’d tried to convince her that all a girl gets
from that prince-on-a-white-horse fairytale is actually and inevitably
a horse and no prince, she never believed that.
OK, that is better. I want to talk seriously,” he said anxiously.
“I…you see…well….it’s just…”
“Wow, Damon, slow down. I didn’t prepare myself for such
an intellectual conversation,” I interrupted, still looking at the gym
guy. I smiled to him and he smiled back. Out of the corner of my
eye, I noticed Damon didn’t like that at all.
You see, I don’t know why I did it,” he declared as if he had
just discovered the cure for cancer. But the only thing he had
discovered was yet another way to piss me off.
Tags: humor
I thought that lying to yourself is a simply impossible thing but you
wouldn’t believe how easy it is when every part of your mind wants
to believe.
It’s not
your fault that your brain is reduced to the size of one neuron and
that it itself is being annihilated by the loneliness.
What irritated me most in that entire situation was the fact that I
wasn’t feeling humiliated, or annoyed, or even fooled. Betrayal was
what I felt, my heart broken not just by a guy I was in love with, but
also by, as I once believed, a true friend.
Let me clarify something for you, Damon. There is the simple
present tense, which is used to describe things that take place in the
present, simple past tense that describes things that occurred in the
past. And then there is the tense that is used to describe the chances
something has to happening. You should know about it, you just
used it. It is called the simply impossible tense.
Every night I went to bed promising myself I would tell him
goodbye in the morning and leave. But along with the mornings
always came new reasons to delay that, new places to see. I knew I
was only making excuses for myself, but there was no one to
reproach me, so I figured it was OK.
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