Lucas’ mind was an interesting place. He was always thinking of a back up plan, there was always an escape already in place just in case things went wrong. It was fascinating, yet frightening at the same time. Through his memories I was able to determine that at some point in his life, he was actually a decent human being.
Nicole SobonHe looked up at me without saying a word. I tried to hold it together but I could feel myself breaking as I fell to the floor, my face in my hands – tears flowing down my cheeks. For the first time in a while I felt like I was truly losing a hold of myself.
Nicole SobonWhile I waited for Adley to answer, I took in our surroundings. The sky was a lovely shade of pink, there were scattered flowers outlining the river – all of them varying shades of blue. Birds flew above us, humming the sweetest of sounds.
Things seemed almost perfect. Almost, since the circumstances over which we’d escaped to this place were undesirable.
I closed my eyes, seeking a moment of peace but finding none. Behind my eyelids, an entirely new nightmare was waiting. This wasn’t another haunting memory. This was a new form of torture.
Nicole SobonNo matter how hard he tried, he just couldn’t let them go. He wanted to start fresh, but there is no denying the heart what it longs for – especially when it longs for home.
Nicole SobonHe’s safe, I repeated to myself over and over again. But even I knew it wasn’t the truth. For now he was safe, but they’d find him. Eventually they’d find him, they always do. I was supposed to protect him. I was supposed to keep him alive. Instead I’d brought him directly into the lion’s pit.
Nicole SobonJust as I allowed them to live in my mind, I allowed them to die.
Nicole SobonYou love them, even though they're gone. In order to love you need to live, if you give up on life you can no longer love. You'd no longer have the capability to love them.
Nicole SobonMy past is trying to catch up to me and I must continue run from it. It's the only way I can live.
Nicole SobonSometimes the hardest part isn't letting go but rather learning to start over.
Nicole SobonTags: life moving-on letting-go start-over hardest-part
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