Because the only difference between a suicide and a martyrdom really is the amount of press coverage.

“More and more, the hardest part of crying is when I can't stop.”

“I stepped into the back of a cab and simply told the driver, "Follow the blue C…”

“Where I'm at is a big Episcopal church in downtown Newark, New Jersey, sitting …”

“Adam said the other blessing you have to give up in the outside world is darkne…”