Death is finished, he said to himself. It is no more!

“Теперь я вижу, что если я не убил себя, то причиной тому было смутное сознание …”

“In order to understand, observe, deduce, man must first be conscious of himself…”

“The very nastiest and coarsest, I can't tell you. It is not grief, not dullness…”

“I am not strange but I feel queer. I am like that sometimes. I feel like crying…”