I did not know that I was deep in the throes of fighting my shadow; my shadow being reflected in all those things around me, distracting me from the true problem, and blinding me to myself.

“How the heck I was supposed to have a spiritual awakening without a flush toile…”

“There was no turning back. I had created the situation, and having come this fa…”

“It was a new experience, the “I” watching “my” mind freaking out!”

“I knew only that my thoughts and external events were inextricably linked.”