I don't allow myself to doubt myself even for a moment.

“Maar plotseling begon mijn hart sneller te slaan, mijn hand beefde en drukte de…”

“He knew she was there by the joy and terror that took possession of his heart […”

“But after all, while she was in the house, I kept myself in hand. And the worst…”

“My brother's death: wise, good, serious, he fell ill while still a young man, s…”