I so badly needed to self-destruct. Author: Michelle Hodkin Copy Quote More from Michelle Hodkin “what if they make me stay? To keep me safe?”“I wouldn’t, if I were them.”“What …” “How long do you want me?" he asked.How long can I have you? I thought.” “She stands unrecognized by them and unconscious herself of her fantastic power.” “You don't have to pick me up," I said in a rush."Considering you have no idea w…”