I'm used to a feeling of doubleness, of thinking one thing and having to do another, a constant tug-of-war.

“Behind us the door creaks open, and I turn around, expecting Raven, just as a v…”

“Take it from me: If you hear the past speaking to you, feel it tugging up your …”

“Maybe it would be better if we didn't love. If we didn't lose, either. If we di…”

“That was torture--being able to see, and smell, and hear, and being trapped in …”