Maybe self-improvement isn't the answer, maybe self-destruction is the answer.

“Because I can't save anybody; not as a doctor, not as a son. And because I can'…”

“I spent my life attacking everything because I was too afraid to risk creating …”

“Ever since college, I make friends. They get married. I lose friends.”

“All human beings search for either reasons to be good, or excuses to be bad.”