There ARE people who won't customarily eat an entire row of cookies, or hear food calling their name from other rooms, or who don't grind up food in the garbage disposal for fear of eating it, or get it back out of the garbage so they could eat it. Of course, my binge eating was just a cover-up for the larger issue: Trying to fill the emptiness
S.A.R.K.Tags: humor inspirational psychology self-help binge-eating eating-disorders feeling-empty
Another page turns on the calendar, April now, not March.
.........
I am spinning the silk threads of my story, weaving the fabric of my world...I spun out of control. Eating was hard. Breathing was hard. Living was hardest.
I wanted to swallow the bitter seeds of forgetfulness...Somehow, I dragged myself out of the dark and asked for help.
I spin and weave and knit my words and visions until a life starts to take shape.
There is no magic cure, no making it all go away forever. There are only small steps upward; an easier day, an unexpected laugh, a mirror that doesn't matter anymore.
I am thawing.
Tags: anorexia recovery eating-disorders
The anoretic operates under the astounding illusion that she can escape the flesh, and, by association, the realm of emotions.
Marya HornbacherTags: self-image eating-disorders
You’re not dead, but you’re not alive, either. You’re a wintergirl, Lia-Lia, caught in between the worlds. You’re a ghost with a beating heart. Soon you’ll cross the border and be with me. I’m so stoked. I miss you wicked.
Laurie Halse AndersonTags: eating-disorders
I am the space between my thighs, daylight shining through.
Laurie Halse AndersonTags: eating-disorders
Do I want to die from the inside out or the outside in?
Laurie Halse AndersonTags: eating-disorders
I wish I had cancer. I will burn in hell for that, but it's true.
Laurie Halse AndersonTags: eating-disorders
Who wants to recover? It took me years to get that tiny. I wasn't sick; I was strong.
Laurie Halse AndersonTags: eating-disorders
The stuffing/puking/stuffing/puking/stuffing/puking didn't make her skinny, it made her cry.
Laurie Halse AndersonTags: eating-disorders
I don't just use yarn from a store. I buy old sweaters from consignment shops. The older the better, and unravel them. There are countries of women in this scarf/shawl/blanket. Soon it will be big enough to keep me warm.
Laurie Halse AndersonTags: cold eating-disorders blankets warm
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