And imagining that future keeps you going, but you never do it. You just use the future to escape the present.

“Have you really read all those books in your room?”Alaska laughing- “Oh God no.…”

“I kept thinking there were two kinds of adults: There were...miserable creature…”

“Doing stuff never feels as good as you hope it will feel.”

“What happened?""During the kiss?""No, with you and Caroline.""Oh," he said. And…”