I felt like I was choking. My words came out hoarsely as I gasped for air, as I allowed myself to feel. “It hurts more than I know what to do with. I can’t handle this. I can’t.

“Maybe we should come back after we call the hazmat team.” “Great idea,” I yelle…”

“Anger was so much better than fear. To be the one inflicting pain was better th…”

“This is all because of lies?" he asked. "This is all because of love." I told h…”

“I fucking need you and I need you to forgive me. I need that more than anything…”