I'm used to a feeling of doubleness, of thinking one thing and having to do another, a constant tug-of-war.

“What does it feel like to be infected?""I-- I can't describe it." I force the w…”

“I run for I don't know how long. Hours, maybe, or days. Alex told me to run. So…”

“God bless Dunkin' Donuts.”

“This is the first day of my new beginning. From now on I'm going to do things r…”