It's a fate worse than death to spend eternity in harness, serving as Lilly Hellman's zombie, brought back to life at dinner parties.

“hotting bottom isn't a weekend retreat, it's not a goddamn seminar. Stop trying…”

“Dude, the place is filling up," I say. "It feels like we're living in the botto…”

“I am helpless.I am stupid, and all I do is want and need things.My tiny life. M…”

“How folks lay claim to a loved one is they give you a name of their own. They f…”