My hips bristle with totems and talismans, proof that I am not simply a character in a fixed book or film. I am no single narrative. As neither Rebecca de Winter nor Jane Eyre, I am free to revise my story, to reinvent myself, my world, at any given moment.

“Sahip olduğun her şey, bir gün kaybedeceğin şeylerden sadece bir tanesidir.”

“Going to work just looked crazy. Eating another meal, ever, made about as much …”

“My first time I jacked off, I thought I'd invented it. I looked down at my slop…”

“It's pathetic how we can't live with the things we can't understand. How we nee…”