Once you experience enormity, it lingers everywhere you look, and want to be every word you say.

“That's not how I'd planned it to be.""How did you plan it to be?" I ask, not to…”

“Some people think mental illness is a matter of mood, a matter of personality. …”

“and at first i didn't really know jed wasalthough i was sure he knew that i was…”

“why won't they leave mealone?don't they realize Ihave atinder heartand apaper b…”