Wanting and needing are two different things.

“There would be no wedding for me. No bridal hopes. Not with Seth, not with anyo…”

“I couldn't stop staring at the cave, back where Dimitri was, back where half of…”

“I tried desperately to put my thoughts into the forms of prayers, but I didn't …”

“But when I touch you, your aura … it smolders. The colors deepen, it burns more…”