For a moment, staring down and realizing what I'd just done, I wanted to throw myself in after him, because surely there was no way I could go on living now.

“It matters to me. That's what you don't get. You can't understand. You can't un…”

“”

“She felt so much emotionally, she would say, that a physical outlet - physical …”

“I had never thought I could love another person this much. I also never thought…”