I felt horribly obvious. I wished I were invisible to myself- that I could see the illusion so that I could trust it

“As long as I was on my way to hell I might as well enjoy the journey.”

“Idiot! Lunatic! Moron! Jackass! Selfish irresponsible fool!”

“Maybe, if I could be unconscious, if I could dream, I could live for a few hour…”

“Hard to feel confident when you’re surrounded by horse-sized wolves. - Emmett C…”