I had the strange desire for a giant butterfly net to catch whatever was out there, as if it could be captured so easily.

“What do I want? I want lots of things, just like everybody else. Problem is, we…”

“It was terrifying to realize life goes on without you.”

“Nothing could be purged without a body—no crying, no exertion, no pills to take…”

“I felt much better shut up inside my self-made pity cocoon instead of faking ha…”