I so badly needed to self-destruct.

“He looked down at me, all sincere and open and with that chaos hair in his eyes…”

“She said you were an awesome lay, I said, feigning interest in the gush of wate…”

“I rushed ahead until another girls' bathroom appeared. I pushed the door open, …”

“Now you're just being cruel.""I like pushing your buttons.""You'd enjoy it more…”