I'm sorry. This is diary, not enlightenment.

“As soon as whatever provisional well of confidence dries up, I will feel like a…”

“All I want is some man to take delight in me. 5:30? 6:30 A.M. as usual, no cigs…”

“If only I could cry. I am beyond that. The light, the light, lending itself to …”

“Writing to you is like some embarrassing remake of Waiting For Godot. Why don't…”