There's no substitute for will. Sometimes you have to fake will when you don't feel it at all.

“He snatched out his hand desperately as if to snatch only a wisp of air, to sav…”

“We're going through the black air with our arms wide and our feet straight out …”

“Intelligence is a mere instrument of circumstances.”

“Oh, it doesn't get me. I'm pretty well cloistered, and I suppose books mean mor…”