you have to understand. i wasn't just thinking of me. i was thinking of her, too.

“He is no longer mine to lose, but the grief is there, a gnawing sense of disbel…”

“She is staring at me wide-eyed, willing me to understand: that people should be…”

“Everything I see and touch reminds me of him, and so everything I see and touch…”

“But for now, the future, like the past, means nothing. For now, there is only a…”