I know exactly how that is. To love somebody who doesn’t deserve it. Because they are all you have. Because any attention is better than no attention. For exactly the same reason, it is sometimes satisfying to cut yourself and bleed. On those gray days where eight in the morning looks no different from noon and nothing has happened and nothing is going to happen and you are washing a glass in the sink and it breaks-accidentally-and punctures your skin. And then there is this shocking red, the brightest thing in the day, so vibrant it buzzes, this blood of yours. That is okay sometimes because at least you know you’re alive.
Augusten BurroughsTag: cutting self-injury self-mutilation
I didn't respond to him. Couldn't speak at all. Couldn't look at his self-mutilation--not even the clean, bandaged version of it. Instead, I looked at my own rough, stained house painter's hand. They seemed more like puppets than hands. I had no feelings in it either.
Wally LambTag: feelings hands puppet self-mutilation
It takes a good habit to replace a bad habit.
Melody CarlsonTag: teenagers self-mutilation
By his stripes you are healed.
Melody CarlsonTag: teenagers self-mutilation
I tried cutting myself to express my heartbreak over Tommy (Lord Flood) rejecting me, but OMFG it hurts like flaming fuck.
Christopher MooreTag: pain love hurt cutting self-mutilation
Shut off the internal bashing.
Melody CarlsonTag: teenagers self-mutilation
You don't feel like you're hurting yourself when you're cutting. You feel like this is the only way to take care of yourself.
Marilee StrongTag: nurture cutting self-injury self-mutilation
I am not "cured"--I know I never will be. I will always crave that pain to keep me centered. I will always be just a little astounded when I get through a crisis without putting a blade to my flesh.
J. KennerTag: stress coping self-injury self-mutilation
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