I felt hollowed out. My mom's death was not useful. I felt a shot of rage at her, and then imagined those last bloody moments in the house, when she realized it had gone wrong, when Debby lay dying, and it was all over, her unsterling life.
My anger gave way to a strange tenderness, what a mother might feel for her child, and I thought, At least she tried. She tried, on that final day, as hard as anyone could have tried.
And I would try to find peace in that.
Patty knew that feeling, a dream hangover, like when she jumped up from a panicky sleep at 2 in the morning and tried to talk herself into thinking the farm was OK, that this year would pick up, and then felt all the sicker when she woke up to the alarm a few hours later, guilty and duped. It was suprising that you could spend hours in the middle of the night pretending things were OK, and know in thirty seconds of daylight that that simply wasn't so.' -Dark Places
Gillian FlynnO günlerde yayıncılık dünyası için internet, bir köşede tutulan egzotik bir evcil hayvandan ibaretti.
Gillian FlynnEvlilik fedakarlık ve çaba gerektirir, sonrasında daha çok çaba ve fedakarlık gerektirir. Sonra daha çok çaba. Buyurun, buyurun yalnız içeri girerken bütün umutlarınızı kapıda bırakın.
Gillian FlynnBirini gerçekten sevmekle onu sevme fikrini sevmek arasında çok büyük fark vardır.
Gillian FlynnArkadaşlar birbirlerinin kusurlarını görür. Eşlerse birbirlerinin en kuytu kusurlarını bilir.
Gillian FlynnUyku tıpkı bir kedi gibi. Sadece onu görmezden geldiğinde yanına yaklaşıyor.
Gillian FlynnAşk daha iyi bir adam olma isteği yaratır. Doğru bu, doğru. Ama belki aşk, gerçek aşk aynı zamanda olduğum adam olmama da izin veriyordur.
Gillian FlynnAnd I think, "I'm so fucking lonely". I go home and cry for a while. I am almost 32. That's not old especially in New York. But the fact is it has been years since I even liked someone. So how likely is it I'll meet someone I love enough to marry? I'm tired of not knowing who I'll be with, or if I'll be with anyone.
Gillian FlynnStichwörter: relationships alone
People have to do awful things for money.
Gillian FlynnStichwörter: money money-issues
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