The young doe, Marena, said, "In this very hour many of us are going to die. Perhaps I shall be one of them.
Felix SaltenStichwörter: fear death desperation deer
It felt like I was living in two worlds. There was one world which was a daylight world and another dark world (though I'm not saying that everything bad happened in darkness because it didn't). In the daylight world, life had a veneer of normality - my mum was a bit violent, my dad was a bit distant, my big brother was in hospital somewhere, my little brother was always with Mum, and I had an uncle who was very loving and caring and did nice things for me. In this daylight world, I went to church and learned about Jesus. I was told about innocence and how He loves children.
Then there was the other side, the dark world, which was almost a mirror image. But what I was getting taught there was all of the opposites.
It was almost the reverse of Christianity. They would say that the Christian teachings were rubbish, and everything in the Kirk was right. they would sing a hymn - not like 'All Things Bright and Beautiful' but something about being strong. The hymns were quite Germanic, with harsh, aggressive chanting. They were always about power and strength and right. When they were singing I would be standing or sitting with whoever had taken me.
Stichwörter: fear silence child-abuse neglect ritual-abuse sexual-abuse child-sexual-abuse physical-abuse satanic-ritual-abuse child-rape paedophile grooming pedophile-ring peodphile
There was nothing you could be sure about, it was all lies, and it was all done to mess with minds because the control and the power trip was so important to them, as well as it being necessary in terms of screwing up anything you might remember from an evidential perspective.
They would also build up your hopes, in terms of any tiny thing you did like or were less scared of, so I'd be told that it would be a nice night because Uncle Andrew would be coming, but then it wouldn't be him. There would be someone else There would be someone else who I was told was my Uncle Andrew as he was raping me. Sometimes, this other person would have a mask on but I would know that it wasn't really him. They would be the wrong height or the wrong weight or, sometimes, even obviously a woman. There were occasions when I would be told to call the person Uncle Andrew and then when I did, they would ask me why I was doing that. Sometimes he would be there, too, but that was rare.
Was it Satanic? I don't know.
Personally I don't believe in God or Satan or any of those things, but abusers use whatever they can to silence children because if you go to the police and say something about Satan, you are so much less likely to be believed. I personally think they were just a group of likeminded people who had no beliefs other than that they wanted to get satisfaction out of abusing children and it's as simple and horrible as that.
My uncle certainly doesn't have any satanic beliefs — he just thinks that he loves children and is allowed to get sexual satisfaction from them. Why is there sex involved if it is just about Satan? Why does it always come down to them getting off? No matter what they do that's all it is, whether masturbation or penetration or humiliation, that's what it's about. I encountered people who just liked to humiliate — they wouldn't allow you to go to the bathroom, you would be given drink after drink, fizzy drinks, whatever, so you ended up absolutely desperate and that's where they got off — that's when they started to masturbate themselves, as you stood there peeing yourself. That was just awful, so humiliating. Where is God or Satan in that?
(her Uncle was convicted for abusing her and jailed)
Stichwörter: fear silence child-abuse neglect ritual-abuse sexual-abuse child-sexual-abuse physical-abuse satanic-ritual-abuse child-rape paedophile grooming pedophile-ring peodphile
We are at our most powerful the moment we no longer need to be powerful.
Eric Micha'el LeventhalStichwörter: fear inspirational love power inspiration self-acceptance trust self-awareness vulnerability awareness surrender self-love acceptance-of-oneself
To see through the illusion of duality, remember that fear and darkness have no substance in themselves, for they do not indicate the presence of a second universal force, but are only names given to the one Light unperceived.
Eric Micha'el LeventhalStichwörter: fear consciousness truth perception reality vision spiritual spirituality illusion unity awareness enlightenment good-and-evil wholeness oneness duality dark-and-light
So few people were left who knew what combat was like. People were so easy to frighten. Combat taught a man what to fear – and what to ignore.
Tom ClancyStichwörter: fear priorities combat
The fearful seek to serve themselves by mastering the world, while the fearless seek to serve the world by mastering themselves.
Eric Micha'el LeventhalStichwörter: fear consciousness truth love compassion power service self-awareness awareness self-mastery enlightenment mastery
Love is the perception of perfection beyond the protection of our projection.
Eric Micha'el LeventhalStichwörter: fear consciousness perception love awareness perfection projection
The way to embody love completely is to see and appreciate life just as it is, and not as you believe, fear, or desire it to be.
Eric Micha'el LeventhalStichwörter: fear truth perception love reality belief self-awareness awareness desire enlightenment know-thyself
We can only forgive the world to the extent that we forgive ourselves for being in it.
Eric Micha'el LeventhalStichwörter: fear consciousness acceptance self-acceptance peace suffering forgiveness self-awareness awareness enlightenment self-love
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