I have to find a place to hide
An island in the sea
Surrounded by a racing tide
Where I can live with me
Stichwörter: poetry poem sea hide sexual-abuse survivor homeless island runaway tide child-rape
I was beginning to agree with the thesis that some truths were better off dead.
And buried.
Stichwörter: truth romantic lies romance death secret lie dead lying secrets mystery suspense hidden gothic young-adult agree hide secretive buried freya remain cardew
His character would be blamed, loathed, discussed, and adored – but somewhere there, behind his mask of a hero, Cardew would remain faceless.
Anonymous.
Stichwörter: love hate romance character mystery gothic unknown hero young-adult pretend mask hide blame adore pretending behind heroic loved anonymous discuss loathe masked cardew adored blamed discussed faceless loathed
I was recently living more comfortably surrounded by secrets... Like dozens of luxurious satiny pillows, they were embracing me from all directions into safe lulling warmth, thus isolating me from the sharp dead-cold edges of the truth hiding behind their endearingly smooth textures and tender soothing colours.
Secrets could be so irresistibly beautiful...
Stichwörter: life truth love lies beauty romance safety embrace live secret lie danger dead lying secrets mystery true suspense hidden gothic young-adult comfort safe mysterious beautiful colours soothing dangerous hide cold warmth sharp luxury comfortable irresistible loved warm endearing protect secretive pillow smooth protective goth luxurious endear irresistibly isolate satin
Emotions don’t interfere in my acting, nor in my life.
Simona PanovaStichwörter: fear life love romantic dramatic romance relationships live living secret danger emotion control drama play feelings acting feeling suspense obsession hidden gothic young-adult pretend relationship afraid masks dangerous mask act hide feel emotional adorable hiding forbidden actor adore scared pretending behind loved secretive gothic-romance affect goth freya affectionate cardew adored forbid emotionless interfere obsessive
And I wasn’t playing a role – I was trying to be myself.
But the harder I was striving, the more I was realizing that I had probably lost that ‘myself’ somewhere between two perfectly performed roles...
Stichwörter: reality romantic lost identity romance be-yourself secret try yourself mystery play trying suspense obsession lonely hidden perfect perfection gothic young-adult pretend postmodern mysterious masks lose mask postmodernism real myself hide pretending secretive roles who-you-are gothic-romance realize goth freya strive role masked young-adult-suspense cardew obsessive young-adult-gothic-romance who-i-am
I always am in a role, lovely – for you, for them – even for myself. Yeah... Even when I’m alone, I am still in a role – and I myself am the most exacting audience I have ever had.
Simona PanovaStichwörter: strength romantic strong dramatic romance weak weakness theater emotion alone control drama self-image play feelings acting suspense theatre lonely gothic always young-adult audience pretend postmodern masks mask postmodernism hide feel fake emotional hiding forbidden demand actor actress pretending gothic-romance goth demanding forbid emotionless young-adult-gothic-romance exact exacting feelless stern
Even I don’t know myself... In fact, I don’t know if I really have a self at all, as I’m constantly playing different roles and pretending – not so much on stage as in real life...
Simona PanovaStichwörter: life love reality knowledge romantic identity romance real-life relationships different live self playing living crisis fact understanding self-awareness self-image play acting suspense awareness hidden gothic young-adult postmodern relationship understand masks mask postmodernism hide aware actor know roles gothic-romance goth know-yourself role even young-adult-gothic-romance know-myself self-identity-crisis
Have a look around, my pretty, we are surrounded by Death in all forms – just the two of us are still alive –
Simona PanovaStichwörter: life woman death sinister dark darkness live living old dead horror black mystery suspense grave girl gothic young-adult graveyard mysterious beautiful pretty witch divination hide alive occult female look cemetery scary scared scare occultism still-alive ominous gothic-romance goth young-adult-book fortune-telling young-adult-suspense mystify mystifying horrifying lurk old-witch still-dead
If you force me to pick one color, it'd be Black... It covers up the things inside of me that I don't want to be known. Well, for the same reason, black is the color I hate, too...
Gosho AoyamaStichwörter: black color hide colour
« erste vorherige
Seite 3 von 4.
nächste letzte »
Data privacy
Imprint
Contact
Diese Website verwendet Cookies, um Ihnen die bestmögliche Funktionalität bieten zu können.