I think about how lonely I am without you. How boring my day is without you. How much I miss hearing your voice and your laugh. How much I miss listening to music and eating cake with you.
Alison G. Bailey...perfection is an illusion nurtured by insecurities.
Alison G. BaileyYou do have me. Every part of me. You always have. You just don’t want me.
Alison G. BaileyDon’t leave me. I need you, just you. I don’t want to be round anyone else, but you, Tweet.
Alison G. BaileyPLEASE DON’T DO IT, NOAH! PLEASE!”
“WHY NOT?!”
“BECAUSE YOU’RE MINE!” I screamed at him through my sobs.
…
“Then why don’t you fucking take me and stop this bullshit you keep putting us through? You’re going to tell me you’re okay with my hands running up and down her body? Touching her ass and her tits. You’re okay with my tongue licking every inch of her? You’re okay knowing that while you’re over in your bed, I’ll be over here sliding into her, when we both know it should be you?
The kumbaya authors say you can make up an affirmation that fits your personality and say this to yourself throughout the day. Even if I came up with my own positive affirmation, why would I listen to myself? What do I know? I’m a freaking loser. If I could talk myself into feeling better about myself, I wouldn’t have purchased your stupid books.
Alison G. BaileyAmanda, that is the stupidest and lamest shit I have ever heard.
Alison G. BaileyYou know that girl who sat at lunch with us today, Brittani Monroe?”
"Yep."
"What do you think about her?"
"She’s a slut with a stripper name.
I can’t lose you, Noah."
"You’d never lose me, Tweet. I’ll always be here if you need me.
We set limits for ourselves all the time. This imaginary line that you're positive you won't ever cross. An action that you are positive you would never do, no matter what. But what we don't consider when we draw our line is a change in our situation.
An action that you were sure last week you wouldn't do suddenly becomes a viable option this week because the situation has drive you to it.
Then you move your limit line and talk yourself into believing this new line will never be crossed.
A man will take a stand and proclaim "I would never lie to my wife." But what if he maxes out their credit card because of his internet porn addiction?
The line gets moved.
I'm sure if you ask any mother or father they would not hesitate in harming or even killing someone who was about to do the same to their child.
The line gets moved.
A girl who is so consumed by the pain and empty ache of loneliness will be drive to do anything, no matter how degrading she thinks it is, because she wants to numb the chronic pain.
The line gets moved.
The line keeps moving and moving until one day you realize you're limitless.
If you are being completely honest with yourself, there is absolutely nothing you wouldn't do if the situation required you to cross another line.
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