I pause, examining her eyes, and then move forward with caution. “So if I kissed you right now, I wouldn’t be taking advantage of you?”
“No, but I might be taking advantage of you. Your breath smells about as bad as the bottle.” She fans her nose with a smile.
“Trust me. You can take advantage of me and I won’t mind, even when I sober up.” I press my lips to hers, feeling my heart thump in my chest as her breath catches.
It grows silent as we lie with our foreheads touching and our breaths mingling. I place my hand on her hip, shutting my eyes, feeling the intensity of the moment like an open wound.
I look into his eyes, no longer afraid what's in them, but afriad I'll lose what they carry.
Jessica SorensenI've been at the place where it seems like the only way left is down.
Jessica SorensenI brush her hair back from her forehead. "You need to stop worrying about everything that can't be controlled." She signs and leans away from my hand, "That's just it, though. It's all I can think about anymore. It's like this fixation I have no control over which makes no sense because Im fixated on controlling the uncontrollable." She's breathing wildly. Shit. I need to calm her down.
Jessica SorensenTags: uncontrollable
Its's just that... this is the realest thing I've had in a long time and it scares me a bit.
Jessica SorensenIt was an earthshattering kiss, one that stole breaths, stopped hearts, and scared the shit out of me because it surfaced feelings I’d never felt before, ones that rendered me helpless.
Jessica SorensenTags: love kiss the-secret-of-ella-and-micha
Okay, I'm going to be completely honest here." I take a deep breath, because what I'm about to say is very real and more honest than I've ever been. "I don't want to be away from you for that long.
Jessica SorensenI'm with you because I want to be with you.
Jessica SorensenKayden: Yeah, but you're a girl.
Me: Oh, I forgot for a sec. Thanx for reminding me.
Kayden: I haven't forgotten at all. In fact, it's all I think about all the time.
Me: That I'm a girl??
Kayden: That ur a girl I very badly want to touch right now
It's what's buried deep inside that frightens me because it's broken, like a shattered mirror.
Jessica SorensenTags: soul self mirror scared frightened inside broken shattered ella jessica-sorensen
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