That’s the thing. You think you’ve got balls, but when it comes down to it, you find out you’d do anything to save yourself.
Kirsty EagarAnd that’s my problem. You can’t rely on anybody being around for you, because things change. Specifically, people die, or something comes up in their life, which you find out is actually quite separate to you.
Kirsty EagarI couldn’t bear to be talked about. Some girls are shiny-sharp enough to not be damaged, but I didn’t think I would be.
Kirsty EagarI’m already moving towards the kitchen as I say this, because one thing I’ve learned is that you never, ever enter negotiations with a three-and-a-half-year old. It’s like negotiating with terrorists.
Kirsty EagarI am sick of playing games where you’re not allowed to show how you feel. I don’t have to play anymore. He just won.
Kirsty EagarShe was thin like Kylie, but she had a manic energy like Shane, so it was probably drugs.
That’s just the means though, the end result is the same. She was one of us. Her, Shane, Marty, Roger, Kylie, me.
People being eaten alive from the inside out.
The urge to let go of the wheel and just see what happens is compelling. If
I live, I’ll wake to find myself in hospital. I won’t have to do anything, deal with anybody, talk, be
scared anymore, because I will have become somebody else’s responsibility. And if I die, well then
everything’s solved. No more being angry like this.
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