There it was again, the prickling sense of standing on a precipice.
Lauren MyracleTags: winter teen let-it-snow
We are all flawed, my dear. Every one of us. And believe me, we've all made mistakes. You've just got to take a good hard look at yourself, change what needs to be changed, and move on, pet.
Lauren MyracleTags: inspirational mistakes flaws let-it-snow lauren-myracle
I didn’t know what I thought, other than that nothing was easy anymore and no matter what I did, things got messed up.
Lauren MyracleExcept I do care about being pretty. Der. I don't think there's a single person in the world who doesn't care about being pretty. Any female, at any rate.
Lauren MyracleTags: pretty
Curse false-hand-holding boys!
Lauren MyracleTags: holding-hands boy-trouble
This is your birthday treat, and you're supposed to enjoy it, I reminded myself. It was part of my normal existence to give myself instructions like this. Maybe other people acted and lived in total naturalness. I often wondered if they did. But me? I needed an operating manual.
Lauren MyracleTags: enjoy birthday-treat life-instructions operating-manual
Sometimes, with Cinnamon, it was like she fell into this "impress the guy" mode and forgot the primary rule of friendship, which was to make your bud look good in front of her boy. Not stupid.
Lauren MyracleTags: friendship bad-friends
But if I didn't know Kate, then maybe I didn't know myself-and if was that not-knowing that made my gut clench. Like losing your balance, that whoosh of almost falling, before pulling yourself back in line.
Lauren MyracleTags: fear depression relationship
So I'd stabbed needles into my eyes and pretended not to see certain things. Bad things. Only by turning my back on certain thing, I ended up turning my back on my dearest friend, a betrayal I never intended.
Or so I told myself. That was the problem with lying to yourself. Sometimes you got too good.
He leaned in and kissed her, because now that he knew he could, he planned on kissing her every chance he got.
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