It's funny how in that moment I see things clearly. Am I beaten down? Yes. Have I allowed myself to become a victim? Somewhat. Am I afraid? Always. Does some part of me still long to fly away from this place? Absolutely. But I can't leave. Sam and I have built a life for Joy. It isn't perfect, but it's a life. My family's happiness means more to me that starting over again.
Lisa SeeI focus my eyes on my jade bracelet. All these years and for all the years after I die, it will remain unchanged. It will always be hard and cold- just a piece of stone. Yet for me it is an object that ties me to the past, to people and places that are gone forever. Its continued perfection serves as a physical reminder to keep living, to look to the future, to cherish what I have. It reminds me to endure. I'll live one morning after another.
Lisa SeeHe was in my hair, my eyes, my fingers, my heart. I day-dreamed about what he was doing, thinking, seeing, smelling, feeling. I could not eat for thoughts of him.
Lisa SeeMy love for him had never gone away but only changed, growing deeper like wine fermenting or pickles curing. It bore into me with the pervasiveness of water working its way to the center of a mountain.
Lisa SeePerhaps he was afraid as I was that we'd be caught. Or perhaps he was breathing me in just as I was letting him come into my lungs, my eyes, my heart.
Lisa SeeMy heart is empty
Lisa SeeDreaming, dreaming, dreaming -- weren't our dreams what gave us strength, hope, and desire?
Lisa SeeAll women on earth-- and men, too for that matter-- hope for the kind of love that transforms us, raises us up out of the everyday,
Lisa SeeWhen people are alive they love, when they die, they keep loving. If love ends when person dies, that is not real love
Lisa SeeGive a low man one ounce of power and he’ll throw ten thousand pounds of bricks on your head.
Lisa SeeTags: dreams-of-joy
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