When I was cooking I enjoyed a sense of being ‘out’ of myself. The action of dicing vegetables and warming oil made my hands tingle and my thoughts switch to a different hemisphere, right brain rather than left, or left rather than right. In my mind there were many rooms and, just as I still got lost in the labyrinth of corridors at college, I often found myself lost, with a sense of déjà vu, in some obscure part of my cerebral cortex, the part of the brain that plays a key role in perceptual awareness, attention and memory. Everything I had lived through or imagined or dreamed appeared to have been backed up on a video clip and then scattered among those alien rooms. I could stumble into any number of scenes, from the horrifically sexual, horror-movie sequences that were crude and painful, to visualizing Grandpa polishing his shoes.
Alice JamiesonTags: mind cooking memory horror rape distraction brain attention mental-health deja-vu dissociation psychological trauma sexual-abuse survivor abuse child-sexual-abuse incest horror-movies dissociative-identity-disorder multiple-personality-disorder flashbacks dissociative dreamed
Dr. Talbon was struck by another very important thing. It all hung together. The stories Cheryl told — even though it was upsetting to think people could do stuff like that — they were not disjointed They were not repetitive in terms of "I've heard this before". It was not just she'd someone trying consciously or unconsciously to get attention. really processed them out and was done with them. She didn't come up with them again [after telling the story once and dealing with it]. Once it was done, it was done. And I think that was probably the biggest factor for me in her believability. I got no sense that she was using these stories to make herself a really interesting person to me so I'd really want to work with her, or something. Or that she was just living in this stuff like it was her life. Once she dealt with it and processed it, it was gone. We just went on to other things. 'Throughout the whole thing, emotionally Cheryl was getting her life together. Parts of her were integrating where she could say,"I have a sense that some particular alter has folded in with some basic alter", and she didn't bring it up again. She didn't say that this alter has reappeared to cause more problems. That just didn't happen. The therapist had learned from training and experience that when real integration occurs, it is permanent and the patient moves on.
Cheryl HershaTags: power psychology government military control paranoia victim disbelief attention mental-health therapy integration soldier training dissociation mental-illness spy accountability pilot trauma survivor incest assassin mind-control dissociative-identity-disorder multiple-personality-disorder split-personality psychologist patient therapist alter helicopter mkultra dissociative extreme-abuse alter-personality super-soldier attention-seeking psychological-problems
Why do I take a blade and slash my arms? Why do I drink myself into a stupor? Why do I swallow bottles of pills and end up in A
Alice JamiesonTags: pain memories alcohol healing victim attention mental-health alcoholic suicide-attempt dissociation mental-illness psychological trauma ritual-abuse survivor abuse incest cutting dissociative-identity-disorder multiple-personality-disorder split-personality psychiatric self-harm emergency overdose dissociative alters alter-personalities
Money may not be able to buy her love but it will definitely make her pay attention.
Habeeb AkandeTags: money love wealth relationships attention male-female-relationships
To live, pray. To learn, read. To love, give. To listen, pay attention. But to be wise, apply all that you have acquired
Israelmore AyivorTags: wisdom love knowledge write read live understanding prayer wise food-for-thought giving listen give attention pray lover learn kind pay-attention israelmore-ayivor attentive live-long pray-hard reding
Giving generously in romantic relationships, and in all other bonds, means recognizing when the other person needs our attention. Attention is an important resource.
bell hooksTags: romance giving relationship recognition attention bond resource
(It’s) a fair exchange. You’re giving me attention. That’s a form of affection, you know.
Arthur GordonI wonder at times if we're not all blind. It just seems there are an abundance of books unread, paint strokes not admired, and performances unattended. So much attention painstakingly sought and not given.
Richelle E. GoodrichTags: blindness attention self-absorption richelle ignoring richelle-goodrich
Forrest Gander: "Maybe the best we can do is try to leave ourselves unprotected. To keep brushing off habits, how we see things and what we expect, as they crust around us. Brushing the green flies of the usual off the tablecloth. To pay attention.
Brian ChristianTags: inspirational wonder attention habit
The average person is in the habit of saying, “The older I get;”’ and he thereby calls the attention of his mind to the idea that he is getting older. In brief, he compels his mind to believe that he is getting older and older, and thereby directs the mind to produce more and more age. The true expression in this connection is, “The longer I live.” This expression calls the mind’s attention to the length of life, which will, in turn, tend to increase the power of that process in you that can prolong life. When people reach the age of sixty or seventy, they usually speak of “the rest of my days,” thus implying the idea that there are only a few more days remaining. The mind is thereby directed to finish life in a short period of time, and accordingly, all the forces of the mind will proceed to work for the speedy termination of personal existence. The correct expression is “from now on,” as, that leads thought into the future indefinitely without impressing the mind with any end whatever.
Christian D. LarsonTags: power mind expression believe connection attention idea process person average older produce increase compels impressing indefinitely
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