He loves me so he hurts me
To try and make me good.
It doesn't work. I'm just too bad
And don't do what I should.
My memory has so many different sections and, like all survivors, there are so many compartments with so many triggers. I'll remember a smell which reminds me of a man which reminds me of a place which reminds me of another man who I think was with a woman who had a certain smell — and I'm back to square one. This is the case for most survivors, I believe. When we try to put together our pasts, the triggers are many and varied, the memories are disjointed — and why wouldn't they be? We were children. Even someone with an idyllic childhood who is only trying to remember the lovely things which happened to them will scratch their head and wonder who gave them that doll and was it for Christmas or their third birthday? Did they have a party when they were four or five? When did they go on a plane for the first time? You see, even happy memories are hard to piece together — so imagine how hard it is to collate all of the trauma, to pull together all of the things I've been trying to push away for so many years.
Tags: pain suffering memory victim child-abuse trauma survivor abuse abused traumatic grooming
Children of the mentally ill learn early on how not to be a bother, especially if they grew up with neglect. As my sister insisted once, when she was in severe pain after injuring her ankle, 'This isn't me! This is not who I am!
Mira BartokTags: pain family children loss memories coping mental-illness neglect
[His pain] wasn’t a punishment. It wasn’t a gift. It just was. His pain was his life. It wasn’t all his life was, not always.
Heidi CullinanTags: inspirational pain rehabilitation
Čudna je to bol.Umirati od žudnje za nečim što nikada nećeš doživjeti
Alessandro BariccoShe came and took away all his miseries, his sorrows !!
Then SHe
went and left him restlessly numb. He was her
painkiller. SHe, his anesthetic.
Tags: pain love mistakes hurt worst separation insane numb anesthesia
And that is why a dog can go to the vet and have a really big operation and have metal pins sticking out of its leg but if it sees a cat it forgets that it has pins sticking out of its leg and chases after the cat. But when a person has an operation it has a picture in its head of the hurt carrying on for months and months. And it has a picture of all the stitches in its leg and the broken bone and the pins and even if it sees a bus it has to catch it doesn't run because it has a picture in its head of the bones crunching together and the stitches breaking and even more pain.
Mark HaddonTags: pain
The utter unbroken silence was more appalling than any ominous noise, than the loudest yells of anguish, than the most piercing screaming...
Dead silence.
Literally dead.
Tags: pain romantic romance silence death sinister dead calm quiet mystery suspense gothic young-adult atmospheric mysterious atmosphere calmness noise silent loud literal anguish painful serene gothic-romance appealing unbroken goth yell appalling literally noiseless onimous tranquil
A rose, isn't quite as beautiful as it once was, when after its thorn pricks you.
Anthony LiccioneTags: pain beauty ugly-truths rose thorn hurt-feelings pricks fooled ugly-beauty off-guard
If yor are feeling the Pain inside...
You are probably doing it right..!!!
Tags: pain
Feels pain when the love of one hand clapping
but more painful when the person you love turns out never happy living with you.
Sakit rasanya bila cinta bertepuk sebelah tangan
tapi lebih sakit bila orang yang kamu cintai ternyata tak pernah bahagia hidup bersamamu
Tags: pain love cinta heartbreak sakit
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