Already she could feel the stunning weight of a lifetime of regret for letting him go, and she knew that it was enough to bury her alive.
Anna GodbersenTags: regret
I'd never understood the injunction not to regret anything, couldn't see how that wasn't cowardice...
China MiévilleTags: cowardice regret injunctions
I wish I knew why she never told me any of this. Maybe she thought I wouldn't be able to handle it, that I was too sheltered or too innocent or something. If she had told me why she cut herself all the time, or that it was the pills that made her act so spaced out, or that she was even on pills, or even saw doctors, or any of it, I would have done my best to help her. I'm not saying I'm a superhero. I'm not saying I would have just swooped down and saved her. I'm just saying the only reason everything was a waste was that she made it a waste. That whole time, back when I was just a normal kid in high school, living out my normal life, I really thought everything mattered.
Nina LaCourTags: suicide regret wishful-thinking
There are so many things that I want so badly to tell you but I just can't.
Nina LaCourAnd I want to tell you about everything but I can't because I couldn't stand for you to have that look on your face all the time. I just need you to look at me and think that I'm normal. I just really need that from you.
Nina LaCourTags: suicide regret suicide-note
How it's so easy for her to not feel anything at all, to be just completely gone, to not be around to see how fucked up she's made me. She got to disappear completely and I feel like I'm about to combust.
Nina LaCourTags: friendship love suicide regret
No," I say. "I didn't know that," and as I say it I feel flooded with bitterness at all the things Ingrid kept secret from me.
Nina LaCourTags: friendship suicide regret bitterness
I was so blinded by her talent that I didn't recognize the tremendous pain behind her work. She gave me hundreds of images, so many chances to see that she was in trouble. I failed her.
Nina LaCourTags: friendship suicide regret
You might be looking for reasons but there are no reasons.
Nina LaCourTags: friendship love reason suicide regret
This is what I want so don't be sad.
Nina LaCourTags: friendship love suicide sad regret suicide-note
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