We all have the capacity to find the will to do what must be done - even when that which we must do terrifies us most. Remember this.
Jessica ShirvingtonWe would all believe in God if he served our every whim. Belief is not about an easy life or even truth. Belief is something you have regardless.
Jessica ShirvingtonYou said you wanted someone to know you. Maybe I just want to have someone know me too. Without you in this world, the memories of every moment we’ve shared together will be gone. We only exist because others see us. Part of my existence...an important part, only exists because you are here to see it.
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Life’s too short. If Ethan taught me anything, that would be it. I want to get on with living mine.
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My Sabine,
I just left your room. You were so beautiful lying there sound asleep that I couldn’t bear to wake you. But I’m not feeling so great and there are things I promised to tell you that I fear I may not get the chance to.
I know you had once hoped that I would be the one to pass on your letters to Maddie once you were gone. But, as it turns out, I think it is going to be me who ends up leaving the letters behind.
Be mad at me. You should. But after that try to understand that I did what I thought was best. I wanted to tell you. So many times I snuck down to your room planning on telling you everything, but I just couldn’t.
Partly it was for you – yes. You needed time and I didn’t want to influence your choices, even once I realised what was happening between us, even more so then. Falling in love with you only made those choices more complicated and I feared that you might choose to stay for me and then, after I was gone, change your mind. I couldn’t let that happen.
Partly the choice was selfish, and for that I am sorry. For so long now people have been trying to fix me, but where they failed, you succeeded. You’ve given me more life in the last couple of weeks that I’ve had in years. Being with you, loving you, making memories with you, fearing for you, wanting to show you the beauty of life instead of the terror – it was bittersweet, but more importantly Sabine, it was real.
I know this is the part when I beg you to go on, live your life and be happy. But I don’t need to say those things. I know you. Your lives will be extraordinary. You certainly made mine feel that way.
Please find it in your heart to forgive me one day. I wish we had more time, but I want to thank you – for giving me life in my time of death.
My love for you is eternal.
Ethan.
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If I spent all my time fearing the things I should, I'd never stop screaming.
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Girl, all existence is a test. Some just get challenged in more obvious ways.
Jessica ShirvingtonWe love the ones we hate
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If I didn't have Lincoln's butt to stare at the whole time, motivation would be a lot harder to come by.
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Remember always, everyone has a place of perfect belonging, and if they leave that place without permission, sometimes they must be returned.
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