So now live for real, Craig. Live. Live. Live. Live.
Ned VizziniTag: its-kind-of-a-funny-story
People are screwed up in this world. I'd rather be with someone screwed up and open about it than somebody perfect and ready to explode.
Ned VizziniThe stuff adults tell you not to do is the easiest.
Ned VizziniSee, when you mess something up, you learn for the next time. It's when people compliment you that you're in trouble. That means they expect you to keep it up.
Ned VizziniI don't owe people anything, and I don't have to talk to them any more than I feel I need to.
Ned VizziniNo," mom says, looking at me in the eyes. "What's a triumph is that you woke up this morning and decided to LIVE. THAT'S a triumph. that's what you did today.
Ned VizziniAnd I mouth into the phone, I love you, in case some of her cells pick up on the vibrations and it serves me well in the next life. If there is one. If there is a next life, I hope it's in the past; I don't think the future will be any more handleable.
Ned VizziniTag: its-kind-of-a-funny-story
Its so hard to talk when you want to kill yourself. That's above and beyond everything else, and it's not a mental complaint-it's a physical thing, like it's physically hard to open your mouth and make the words come out. They don't come out smooth and in conjunction with your brain the way normal people's words do; they come out in chunks as if from a crushed-ice dispenser; you stumble on them as they gather behind your lower lip. So you just keep quiet.
Ned VizziniTag: depression suicide-note
Every tounge bit had another word to say.
Ned VizziniThings to do today:
1) Breathe in.
2) Breathe out.
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