It´s a little song about abandonment, and it goes something like this....
Suzanne FinnamoreTag: marriage husband infidelity divorce seperation cheating
Soon he was online every night until one or two a.m. Often he would wake up at three of four a.m. and go back online. He would shut down the computer screen when I walked in. In the past, he used to take the laptop to bed with him and we would both be on our laptops, hips touching. He stopped doing that, slipping off to his office instead and closing the door even when A was asleep. He started closing doors behind him. I was steeped in denial, but my body knew.
Suzanne FinnamoreTag: marriage husband infidelity divorce seperation cheating
I was steeped in denial, but my body knew.
Suzanne FinnamoreTag: marriage husband infidelity divorce seperation cheating
I travel back in time, falling back into what I know for certain, the historical data I cling to in order to not go mad, not assume I made a suicidal and well-informed error in marrying this man.
Suzanne FinnamoreTag: marriage husband infidelity divorce seperation cheating
I feel angry but not homocidal; this may be unlooked-for progress.
Suzanne FinnamoreTag: marriage husband infidelity divorce seperation cheating
Conversely, I though humiliation would be everything, but it´s such a nothing.
Suzanne FinnamoreTag: marriage husband infidelity divorce seperation cheating
Daily I walk around my small, picturesque town with a thought bubble over my head: Person Going Through A Divorce. When I look at other people, I automatically form thought bubbles over their heads. Happy Couple With Stroller. Innocent Teenage Girl With Her Whole Life Ahead Of Her. Content Grandmother And Grandfather Visiting Town Where Their Grandchildren Live With Intact Parents. Secure Housewife With Big Diamond. Undamaged Group Of Young Men On Skateboards. Good Man With Baby In BabyBjörn Who Loves His Wife. Dogs Who Never Have To Worry. Young Kids Kissing Publicly. Then every so often I see one like me, one of the shambling gaunt women without makeup, looking older than she is: Divorcing Woman Wondering How The Fuck This Happened.
Suzanne FinnamoreTag: marriage husband infidelity divorce seperation cheating
Although I notice there is never a truly good time to have a nice long chat with one´s mother-in-law, unless you are having an extraordinary life and marriage and your mother-in-law is, say, Maureen Dowd, or Indira Gandhi. Someone of that ilk.
Suzanne FinnamoreTag: deception marriage relationships infidelity divorce breaking-up cheating
It seems a very specific bid: I´ll take Famous Authors for five hundred.
Suzanne FinnamoreThey feel life is for the taking, and that everyone deserves happiness no matter what the cost. I must remember these tricks if I ever decide to have my soul surgically removed.
Suzanne FinnamoreTag: deception marriage relationships infidelity divorce breaking-up cheating
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