Soon he was online every night until one or two a.m. Often he would wake up at three of four a.m. and go back online. He would shut down the computer screen when I walked in. In the past, he used to take the laptop to bed with him and we would both be on our laptops, hips touching. He stopped doing that, slipping off to his office instead and closing the door even when A was asleep. He started closing doors behind him. I was steeped in denial, but my body knew.
Suzanne FinnamoreTag: marriage husband infidelity divorce seperation cheating
I was steeped in denial, but my body knew.
Suzanne FinnamoreTag: marriage husband infidelity divorce seperation cheating
I travel back in time, falling back into what I know for certain, the historical data I cling to in order to not go mad, not assume I made a suicidal and well-informed error in marrying this man.
Suzanne FinnamoreTag: marriage husband infidelity divorce seperation cheating
I feel angry but not homocidal; this may be unlooked-for progress.
Suzanne FinnamoreTag: marriage husband infidelity divorce seperation cheating
Conversely, I though humiliation would be everything, but it´s such a nothing.
Suzanne FinnamoreTag: marriage husband infidelity divorce seperation cheating
Although I notice there is never a truly good time to have a nice long chat with one´s mother-in-law, unless you are having an extraordinary life and marriage and your mother-in-law is, say, Maureen Dowd, or Indira Gandhi. Someone of that ilk.
Suzanne FinnamoreTag: deception marriage relationships infidelity divorce breaking-up cheating
They feel life is for the taking, and that everyone deserves happiness no matter what the cost. I must remember these tricks if I ever decide to have my soul surgically removed.
Suzanne FinnamoreTag: deception marriage relationships infidelity divorce breaking-up cheating
Someday I will have revenge. I know in advance to keep this to myself, and everyone will be happier. I do understand that I am expected to forgive N and his girlfriend in a timely fashion, and move on to a life of vegetarian cooking and difficult yoga positions and self-realization, and make this so much easier and more pleasant for all concerned.
Suzanne FinnamoreTag: deception marriage relationships infidelity divorce breaking-up cheating
I review what I know once again, confronting the monolith now alien and almost unconnected to me: my marriage.
Suzanne FinnamoreTag: deception marriage relationships infidelity divorce breaking-up cheating
There is that, and there is also the Irreconcilable Differences line. It seems so catchall, so vague. You could say that about anyone, any man and woman at all. Jesus and Mary Magdalene: "Irreconcilable Differences." JFK and Jackie, anyone at all. It´s built into the man-woman thing. What kind of paltry reason is that? "Insanity" is another box to be checked on the divorce petition, the only alternative to "Irreconcilable Differences." I would like to check it.
Suzanne FinnamoreTag: deception marriage relationships infidelity divorce breaking-up cheating
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