I should have known then it wasn´t nothing, as he called it. But I was eight months pregnant. No sense closing the barn door now, or so I thought. I swallowed the nothing, straightaway after the usual tears and denial.
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I sensed he may have occasionally strayed in some of his past relationships. It was something I felt but ignored, a rent in the fabric of an otherwise splendid garment I thought I could mend. I thought I could live with it—I thought, yes and I admit it, that I would be different. That at the very least, middle age and children would slow him down; however, they seemed to accelerate his pace.
Suzanne FinnamoreTag: marriage husband infidelity divorce seperation cheating
I know one thing about men," Bunny says with finality, leaving the room to check on A. "They never die when you want them to.
Suzanne FinnamoreTag: marriage husband infidelity divorce seperation cheating
I want to own this transition, not to simply swallow the shame of it entire. I will push for every little irony.
Suzanne FinnamoreTag: marriage husband infidelity divorce seperation cheating
They ought to do away with divorce settlements. Instead, both parties should flip a coin. The winner gets to stay where he or she is and keep everything. The loser goes to Paraguay. That´s it.
Suzanne FinnamoreTag: marriage husband infidelity divorce seperation cheating
It´s a little song about abandonment, and it goes something like this....
Suzanne FinnamoreTag: marriage husband infidelity divorce seperation cheating
Soon he was online every night until one or two a.m. Often he would wake up at three of four a.m. and go back online. He would shut down the computer screen when I walked in. In the past, he used to take the laptop to bed with him and we would both be on our laptops, hips touching. He stopped doing that, slipping off to his office instead and closing the door even when A was asleep. He started closing doors behind him. I was steeped in denial, but my body knew.
Suzanne FinnamoreTag: marriage husband infidelity divorce seperation cheating
I was steeped in denial, but my body knew.
Suzanne FinnamoreTag: marriage husband infidelity divorce seperation cheating
I travel back in time, falling back into what I know for certain, the historical data I cling to in order to not go mad, not assume I made a suicidal and well-informed error in marrying this man.
Suzanne FinnamoreTag: marriage husband infidelity divorce seperation cheating
I feel angry but not homocidal; this may be unlooked-for progress.
Suzanne FinnamoreTag: marriage husband infidelity divorce seperation cheating
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